Disappointed

why am i here today... i guess i just want to download the unhappiness... to be honest, the unhappiness feeling wasnt exactly that strong... it is more like disappointment... but i guess if i think hard, i will start to cry.. why me?

abt 2 mths back, i met this guy... i gathered that he is quite interested in me cos he approached me asking for my no... but after our first meet up, which was after much arrangement.. he did not follow up.. infact, the funny thing is, he ask his fren along... actually deep inside, i do know that he is no longer that interested... cos if a guy is interested, he will be more proactive... but i still want to know him.. cos i felt is unfair to me... i wasnt really given an opp to know him becos our first date was a 3 legged date.. how strange is that..

today i wanted to confirm our coming date... but he postponed it again, either next mon or tue... then he txt me again saying next mon being vday, he got something on.. so prefer tue... of cos that to me means he is already attached... so i asked and he confirmed that... he said just not long ago... what does that mean? i am simply disappointed... i felt like i am sentensed to death without knowing the reason? love luck just doesnt want to fall on me... haiz..

as my usual self, i wanted to slowly leave the site... i dun feel like meeting but i dun know how to reject... so i said i presume he will be even busier, if he doesnt want to meet, i dun have to... but he say he is ok to meet... mygoodness... i dun know if i shd just da fang meet... i guess i will just meet for the last time...