Improvement

4th day at work... Since yesterday, my feelings has lifted slightly... At least is much more of an improvement... Today, I had product training at another office... The whole feeling is rather different... more plesant I would say cos the atmosphere makes it so... we were shown theories but also practical... so it is much more interesting than just sitting down in the conference room listening and listening... Hmm... Bahamas..

Perhaps the reason why my feelings are lifted could be that I have a better and clearer picture of what the 'other side' can offer me... it somehow has made a decision for me... When I spoke to Tricia again, she suddenly highlight to me that I may be more suitable for Metta School instead of the Pre-School... Reason being, it has a pay scale that I can accept better... and there is a career path in the long run... at the same time, it is a school for special needs, not just the mainstream... The curiculum seems to be much suited for me such as arts, dance etc... However, I think the time is against me... I called the school to check if they are still recruiting for non-trained teachers but they have already employed a few non-trained teachers and currently, what they need are trained ones... I suppose this has indirectly help me to make a decision...

I will used the time to see how much I like or dislike about this job and whether there is a future.. Time will tell...